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Just another 1 week on T video but it's mine now!!:)

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Congrats, man!!
By: christov70. on 02 Jan 09, 13:57:07
Congrats, man!!

Congrats on week 1 ...
By: WelcomeToMyHead. on 31 Dec 08, 00:22:11
Congrats on week 1 on T :) P.S. I love your shirt dude!

week 1 is just like ...
By: xxLex0525. on 30 Dec 08, 22:56:11
week 1 is just like a "hey, here you go on your way!"...congrats dude it goes by fast ~Lex

Hey man! Congrats ...
By: littlefastcar. on 30 Dec 08, 00:47:09
Hey man! Congrats on your week 1 dude!!! I am stoked for you...I know how you feel! It's good times man- Be patient and enjoy the ride! Maybe I'll see you at the January meeting.

"no changes, no ...
By: snipncody. on 27 Dec 08, 05:54:33
"no changes, no shit", that's hilarious and a great way to put it. its good you dont have lower dysphoria, or at least yet. and congrats on starting T!

Congrats on week 1. ...
By: PrestonCurtis08. on 26 Dec 08, 17:48:35
Congrats on week 1. Can't wait until I'm there with you. It's going to be so exciting watching all your changes. I can't believe how quickly your hair started growing in, sounds like you will be able to grow sideburns real quick. I bet other guys are jealous!

Congrats n one week ...
By: MonsterBoy8813. on 26 Dec 08, 07:23:34
Congrats n one week, Man! I'm only a few weeks in front of you w/ T and I know that's what my voice did too. I was clearing my throat a lot!! Then suddenly it was deeper.

man, so excited for ...
By: Sheik1847. on 25 Dec 08, 05:29:07
man, so excited for you! I wasn't on youtube when a lot of the other guys were transforming, so I'm super excited to see yours! :) -Sheik

congrats on week ...
By: chillin26. on 25 Dec 08, 03:33:50
congrats on week one, I know that has to feel awesome!! Great shirt btw, I loved the old TMNT

So exciting!!! ...
By: q1d3r. on 24 Dec 08, 12:48:45
So exciting!!! Thanks for sharing, your vids are always interesting :)

lol you make one ...
By: DominoAyeJae. on 24 Dec 08, 07:47:43
lol you make one because its YOUR one week. Congrats man! Self injecting yet? word of advice on shaving... I did the same thing you did and I wish i hadnt. i quit 6 weeks into it and its kinda cool to watch the tiny blonde fur change into honest to goodness peach fuzz, it gets longer and a little curlier. Good luck bro! congrats on your first week!

and I could hear ...
By: hottiepants87. on 24 Dec 08, 06:43:10
and I could hear myself talking but it sounded so foreign b/c it was so much lower than usual, it was almost like someone else talking. And yeah, muscle growth and all these little changes, like the upper legs feeling somehow different. Man it's exciting!! K, good luck w/ everything! ps. I bet my little guy's grown more than yours :P jk

Hey man I'm so ...
By: hottiepants87. on 24 Dec 08, 06:36:40
Hey man I'm so excited for you!!! I know exactly how you feel- cuz it's "effin week 1!!" Yay!!! I'm not making any videos, but yeah, exactly like you said, you know you watch all these videos of other ftms transitioning and looking at all their changes with T, and then finally it's like these things are actually happening to YOU!! Not someone on a computer screen, but actually you!! It's so freaking exciting!! I was talking to my neighbor today while taking a break from shoveling snow cont...

ughhh ive ALWAYS ...
By: Josh82488. on 24 Dec 08, 06:13:17
ughhh ive ALWAYS wanted to go to Boston!! im in North Carolina so no snow :( :(

Or you know, ...
By: stretchedmonkey. on 24 Dec 08, 05:12:45
Or you know, Chicago. We're buried under snow too. Same with Madison. Driving up there last weekend was a nightmare. Congrats on week 1 dude!

oh and that shirt ...
By: LiveLifeUnrated. on 24 Dec 08, 04:55:08
oh and that shirt is tight! I am jealous.. lol

Hey man! Great ...
By: LiveLifeUnrated. on 24 Dec 08, 04:53:39
Hey man! Great video. I just started T today... It's exciting. I am glad you made a 1 week video. because "It's fuckin' 1 week!" lol. Keep on keepin' on!

Exposing my mind...
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Some things I've realized and been thinking about....

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youtube needed this ...
By: indy500bo. on 06 Jan 09, 17:19:18
youtube needed this, i hadnt thought of it before!!

hello! fellow ...
By: SoxAsh0810. on 06 Jan 09, 08:30:51
hello! fellow starbuck partner! great video...i totally get what you're saying.

I was thinking of ...
By: elizabethjcooper. on 05 Jan 09, 21:17:00
I was thinking of you a lot New Year's Eve because I was drinking a lot of tea, and we were joking a lot about how it was affecting us and our chi (lol-nice to be around yoga people again) and especially at the beginning I kept getting confused, thinking people were talking about T as in testosterone. And then of course New Year's Eve, new beginnings... very real for you. You're going to be so different when I see you again! I can't wait. (I had to post in 2 parts cause I write too much ;)

In your maturity, ...
By: elizabethjcooper. on 05 Jan 09, 21:15:38
In your maturity, you are a man. And physically, you're on your way.

Thanks for talking ...
By: outforknowledge. on 05 Jan 09, 14:46:26
Thanks for talking about this man. I know EXACTLY how you feel! I've been stuck and wanting to "grow up"for many months trying to get testosterone, surgery etc. and feeling like time is holding me back. I hopefully get my T this week congrats for you btw! Everything in my life, school, relationships, money etc. absolutely everything seems to be stuck in time as I feel I mentally am. When you are treated like a young teenage boy it is hard to become a man...

Hey Kris! I have ...
By: MirrorNOreflection. on 03 Jan 09, 00:00:28
Hey Kris! I have missed your vids so much! Well Ive been gone not you lol... Just wanted to say thankyou for this vid. I obviously dont understand all the feelings you have but I totally appriciate learning more from you. As Aarons gf I have to say sometimes I just ache to have more understanding of what he is feeling. But I cant all I can do is listen and be a partner. You look amazing and I hope you are feeling great and smiling LOTS :)

Just stopping by to ...
By: N0ahIdea. on 02 Jan 09, 15:16:47
Just stopping by to say thanx. I think your videos do really help. Not just maybe for you and getting things of your chest but for people like me. at the start. you give us a few things. hope, something to go by and more importantly knowledge that helps us. You help us with what to expect and that way we have our shit together making it that much easier. so thanx.

This video spoke to ...
By: PrestonCurtis08. on 01 Jan 09, 20:26:21
This video spoke to me. It's hard when you feel like you can't grow up and I in recent months have recieved comments from lecturers that I am not a man, which is difficult to deal with. I suppose growing up is something that takes time and since we have already grown up once, we expect to be able to grow to manhood easily and smoothly and we are shocked when that doesn't occur as naturally as we once thought.

i totally get u on ...
By: MaRMaRo8. on 01 Jan 09, 06:00:19
i totally get u on that being stuck..but pretty soon ull b da man u were meant 2 b =)

Yea. I fell the ...
By: BedstuyKnight. on 31 Dec 08, 22:48:49
Yea. I fell the exact same way like im stuck in a child or teenagers body. Like I can never grow up to be a man like other noys do. I cant deal with the idea of being a boy for the rest of my life. Thus, I take T.

True true my friend ...
By: KrisES46. on 31 Dec 08, 20:15:39
True true my friend...Thanks for you continued support!

Thank you for ...
By: KrisES46. on 31 Dec 08, 20:14:53
Thank you for acknowledging those qualities in me.

Thank you..
By: KrisES46. on 31 Dec 08, 20:13:25
Thank you..

Thanks man!
By: KrisES46. on 31 Dec 08, 20:12:28
Thanks man!

Your attitude and ...
By: tobyr3. on 31 Dec 08, 19:56:05
Your attitude and perspective are very good. T will mature your face and that, in other ways, will help you mature socially. The journey continues.

WOWo!!! I have been ...
By: Cullenicated. on 31 Dec 08, 18:55:36
WOWo!!! I have been having this same convo lately...I feel like I am starting to grow up now!!!! I did not want to be stuck looking like a prepubescent boy forever...GREAT VIDEO!!!

I like your healthy ...
By: alika327. on 31 Dec 08, 17:22:57
I like your healthy attitude and your realization that it's a process not only for yourself but the other people in your life as well. You're already set in your ways, having patience (which seems like you already do), will help others around you gradually realize this change and react in a positive way.

I wish you the best ...
By: BreadlovesDeer. on 31 Dec 08, 15:47:47
I wish you the best...:)

I can really relate ...
By: EthanFTM. on 31 Dec 08, 15:28:57
I can really relate to the "growing up" factor. I'm 28 and feel like I'm stuck at 23...especially where my career is concerned. Starting T 6 weeks ago put a fire under me....and I'm already fighting to do what I want to do. I truly can't wait to grow up...now that I've given myself the opportunity. Take care and Happy New Year! Congrats on 2 weeks!

Is it worth it? Pt.1
Posted by: KrisES46

Video duration: 458 seconds

Breaking my families heart vs. stepping into myself?

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I'm with you!
By: KrisES46. on 18 Dec 08, 05:42:01
I'm with you!

True that brotha!:)
By: KrisES46. on 18 Dec 08, 05:41:21
True that brotha!:)

Thanks so much! I ...
By: KrisES46. on 18 Dec 08, 05:40:49
Thanks so much! I hope you are right!

Thanks man and I ...
By: KrisES46. on 18 Dec 08, 05:39:41
Thanks man and I appreciate your words! Your letter has really helped me in communicating with them! Thanks for sharing it!

Thanks for your ...
By: KrisES46. on 18 Dec 08, 05:38:29
Thanks for your support!

"They are trying to ...
By: KrisES46. on 18 Dec 08, 05:37:57
"They are trying to make you feel guilty for pursuing the path you are taking so that you will will return to the dream they once had of you." This is also JUST what I needed validated! Thank you!

"but it's more ...
By: KrisES46. on 18 Dec 08, 05:36:54
"but it's more selfish of them to want to keep us caged!" Thanks for that! It was just what I needed to hear when I first read it!

Thanks for your ...
By: KrisES46. on 18 Dec 08, 05:35:39
Thanks for your support and know that you have mine in return if you need it! Good luck!

I really never ...
By: snakeandegg. on 17 Dec 08, 07:24:46
I really never understand why people think that an individual's decision to live their individual life would affect the whole family? How will your decision really affect them?? It's ridiculous. How sad. If they weren't so blinded by religious zealousy. argh... just makes me mad.

you create your own ...
By: yourrainbowlover. on 12 Dec 08, 08:31:01
you create your own family, if yours does not accept you... fuck them

whatever reactions ...
By: unepetiteminou. on 12 Dec 08, 02:48:28
whatever reactions your family has, you can't deny yourself something that you feel is necessary to your happiness. it's not selfish to care for yourself, it's healthy. hang in there. life swings back, so if it sucks now, you've got good times in the future. good luck.

i wish that i had ...
By: SoxAsh0810. on 11 Dec 08, 04:53:47
i wish that i had the means to make a video response at this time, but to due to vacationing a text comment will have to do. i believe that you make a very emotional and valid point would you talk about not rejecting their and that you just can't run anymore. you need to do what you feel is right for YOU. once you've figured that out and they see that you're happy, they will come around.

the words I would ...
By: q1d3r. on 11 Dec 08, 03:02:22
the words I would use to describe the emails you read are -patronizing and -passive aggressive. that sort of behavior is unfortunate because it can really prevent connections between people. i guess I might focus on calling out that behavior (if even just to yourself), doing what is going to fulfill you, and then, when you are in a place to do this, working to make any sort of tiny compromise that will facilitate connections that can happen.

Rough times bro. ...
By: DominoAyeJae. on 10 Dec 08, 19:04:23
Rough times bro. I'm sorry you're having to go through this. but perhaps it will help to be reminded that you are not alone. Most of us, me included get similarly rough receptions from our families. I too wish they could see that their feelings were considered more than they could imagine. I've been watching your vids for a while now and I believe you have the strength and wisdom to choose and follow the right course of action whatever that may be for you.

amazing n i think ...
By: echipley18. on 10 Dec 08, 16:57:59
amazing n i think people that can go thru this and do this for themselves n make themselves happy are incrediably strong n people have no idea wht yall go thru on a day to day basis

i really liked you ...
By: echipley18. on 10 Dec 08, 16:57:14
i really liked you video and can sorta relate to it im not the one going thru the transition but my bf kale is and we r going thru the same thing with his family also for the pst 2 days hes been having to hear that hes being selfish and that they r not going to accept him doing this and just not being like i think family should b n i see how much it hurts him to have to hear these things n this rejection from the people who should love you most but i think what yall r doing is so

You're on the right ...
By: tobyr3. on 10 Dec 08, 15:46:09
You're on the right track and handling the situation well. The shelfiness in is their court because they see you as having betrayed them. They are trying to make you feel guilty for pursuing the path you are taking so that you will will return to the dream they once had of you. Their tactic is a common one. They are probably relying heavily on the religious community they heavily depend on for advise.

It's selfish of us ...
By: Feelix111. on 10 Dec 08, 14:14:06
It's selfish of us to "leave" them, but it's more selfish of them to want to keep us caged! We all just want to be free & it's so hard for them to see that because they love us, and they are afraid we will fly away and never come back! It's a hard road we walk, but just know that you are truly never alone! No matter what road you take! Peace & Love, Trey

I can relate. I ...
By: Feelix111. on 10 Dec 08, 14:10:24
I can relate. I cared so much about my family & friends that I ran from myself. I didn't want to lose them or their support, so for YEARS I pushed it into the deepest, darkest places of myself. I did that for them & it made me so unhappy & I was full of pain. My mother once compared my trasition to my dying. But she forgot that with dying comes rebirth! To finally be able to live, I had to die first!

ouch. man, i'm ...
By: HappyHyperHippie. on 10 Dec 08, 13:27:18
ouch. man, i'm sorry. i'm experiencing this from my family right now too. it hurts to be accused of not considering others' feelings in this, because of course you do, and that's one reason i know that it took me so long to tell them. i can't really give you any advice, i haven't figured out how to handle this either. but i hope whatever happens that you can find peace with it.

selfish on your ...
By: ellendegeneres26. on 10 Dec 08, 12:34:14
selfish on your part, a little harsh :( you should do what feels right inside

Is it worth it? Pt.2
Posted by: KrisES46

Video duration: 493 seconds

Breaking my families heart vs. stepping into myself?

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Amen!
By: KrisES46. on 30 Dec 08, 23:46:54
Amen!

I'm sure my mom has ...
By: KrisES46. on 30 Dec 08, 23:46:29
I'm sure my mom has similar fears she hasn't had the best men in her life....

good luck with ...
By: KrisES46. on 30 Dec 08, 23:43:58
good luck with everything man and thanks for the support....let me know if I can help at all!

life form(Chronic ...
By: hyddenscar. on 30 Dec 08, 08:08:45
life form(Chronic depression, anxiety disorder, extra chromosomes, not enough chromosomes, etc...) there just happen to be some people whos body does not match up with their brain.Why is that so very hard to believe.Some people are born with both male and female parts,why not with a male mind and female body or vice versa If they were sick and there was treatment they would take it right? Thats not to say that we are sick.God gives everyone obsticles to overcome in life, this is just ours bro.

You are right, what ...
By: hyddenscar. on 30 Dec 08, 07:59:18
You are right, what you are getting is not love and support. What they are suggesting is deprogramming. They need to not only listen to you, but to open heir minds to the idea that being transgendered is not a choice. Who would choose to be dysphoric and miserable and to potentially lose the people they love the most. If only they could realize that maybe, just maybe, GID IS in fact a disorder. That maybe it is possible in god's infinite creation, amongst all the other variations of the human >

i felt just like ...
By: nickrezz. on 27 Dec 08, 22:38:43
i felt just like you - my future would not be real if i didnt physically transition. iwould be living a lie to all the people around me. i think your mom needs more education about this and it also really helps for you to spend some time with her after you begin hormones. my mom thought i was going to change or become like "other men"(she has issues with men in general). i had to/have to show her over and over again that i am the same person. if you ever wanna chat, hit me up. take care, buddy.

kris, i 100% feel ...
By: nickrezz. on 27 Dec 08, 22:34:09
kris, i 100% feel you. my mom reacted in the same exact way. she thought i was looking for this big answer in life to make me more happy and i just stumbled across this. over time i think she realized that that was not the case. but it did absolutely take a lot of time. she also thinks the therapist i saw must have done something illegal because i was able to get hormones after a couple visits. i continued to go to the therapist to pacify her, and waited a couple weeks to start T.

Choices do affect ...
By: Sheik1847. on 25 Dec 08, 05:20:49
Choices do affect an entire family, but I do not understand why people make it an us or them thing. I'm so scared that if I decide that this is the path I take, that this is how my family will react. Considering they reacted poorly to my bisexuality, I can't imagine trans would go better. Thank you for putting up your videos, they help so many of us. I don't understand how loving ourselves for the first time makes us not love our families. love and luck, Sheik

Your welcome Kris, ...
By: PrestonCurtis08. on 18 Dec 08, 19:49:05
Your welcome Kris, anytime mate.

I wish expecting ...
By: KrisES46. on 18 Dec 08, 05:54:20
I wish expecting meant recieving:)

Preston! This ...
By: KrisES46. on 18 Dec 08, 05:53:45
Preston! This message was SO helpful for me!!!!! Thanks so much for taking the time to write it!

Thanks so much man!!
By: KrisES46. on 18 Dec 08, 05:52:39
Thanks so much man!!

"To live, as ...
By: KrisES46. on 18 Dec 08, 05:51:56
"To live, as opposed to merely existing" NAIL ON HEAD!

Thanks!
By: KrisES46. on 18 Dec 08, 05:51:29
Thanks!

Thanks for the ...
By: KrisES46. on 18 Dec 08, 05:51:09
Thanks for the validation man!

Thanks man!
By: KrisES46. on 18 Dec 08, 05:50:27
Thanks man!

You're right!
By: KrisES46. on 18 Dec 08, 05:50:00
You're right!

Thanks man same to ...
By: KrisES46. on 18 Dec 08, 05:49:36
Thanks man same to you!

WOW!
By: KrisES46. on 18 Dec 08, 05:49:11
WOW!

"You don't ask them ...
By: KrisES46. on 18 Dec 08, 05:47:17
"You don't ask them to change themselves for you and they shouldn't ask you to be someone else to make them happy. WE DESERVE HAPPINESS!!!!!" Well said! Thanks!

I feel you! Thanks!
By: KrisES46. on 18 Dec 08, 05:46:09
I feel you! Thanks!

Thank you I think ...
By: KrisES46. on 18 Dec 08, 05:45:29
Thank you I think you are right!

THANK YOU SO MUCH!! ...
By: KrisES46. on 18 Dec 08, 05:44:30
THANK YOU SO MUCH!! Your words were very comforting in the midst of this process and I appreciate it!

That is exactly it. ...
By: KrisES46. on 18 Dec 08, 05:43:10
That is exactly it...if they can't see past it I need to except that and keep it movin'

here's the question ...
By: snakeandegg. on 17 Dec 08, 07:31:30
here's the question you should always ask yourself in these situations: If any of them wanted to change in some big way to live their lives more authentically, would you treat them like this? Sex reassignment, divorce, leaving the country, some other big change? You should expect the same understanding from them.

$It\$

It's T-Time!!
Posted by: KrisES46

Video duration: 385 seconds

First shot and two hours on T!!!

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that's fucking ...
By: SoxAsh0810. on 06 Jan 09, 08:16:24
that's fucking awesome! i'm very happy for you!

"I'm a real boy" ...
By: BedstuyKnight. on 30 Dec 08, 23:04:03
"I'm a real boy" lol Congrats again lol

Congratulations
By: BedstuyKnight. on 30 Dec 08, 23:02:08
Congratulations

Congrats man!
By: agnostichaos. on 25 Dec 08, 20:45:18
Congrats man!

congratulations ...
By: mufcgirl93. on 23 Dec 08, 18:14:52
congratulations kris i like you and your videos

Congrats!
By: WoolTrousers. on 23 Dec 08, 07:40:56
Congrats!

Congrats on your ...
By: WelcomeToMyHead. on 20 Dec 08, 22:27:37
Congrats on your first shot man, I'm happy for ya :)

lol beard
By: MaRMaRo8. on 19 Dec 08, 06:25:47
lol beard

CONGRATS!!! U will ...
By: CSIMaxwell. on 19 Dec 08, 03:29:38
CONGRATS!!! U will have an amazing time on T!

hey dude! (I know ...
By: GrayvesDMG. on 18 Dec 08, 07:24:33
hey dude! (I know this pretty delayed, just catching up on the vids i missed lately) congrats on the T dude!

Congrats on the T.. ...
By: lvlunchy. on 18 Dec 08, 06:46:47
Congrats on the T...hey happy bday really has a deep double meaning now...the birth of Kris (((HOW FREAKN SWEET)))

CONGRATS!!! thats ...
By: ghosttownSD. on 18 Dec 08, 00:53:54
CONGRATS!!! thats awesome that you're on T now. hope everything goes well. I'm excited for you man.

super awsome....
By: BreadlovesDeer. on 18 Dec 08, 00:19:05
super awsome....

hahaa awesome im ...
By: Kalen369. on 17 Dec 08, 17:11:06
hahaa awesome im happy for you. i just found your channel a few weeks ago and i watched a few vids, but i was not aware that you were gettin testosterone so soon!!! but you were one of the guys that i totally couldnt wait to see on t, and here you are. And about the stuff you lost on ur card, dont be too bummed about it. you'll never forget it, and thats all that matters. so congrats! it must be a big releif, youre finally on your way.

omg that sucks! but ...
By: YourBBDadi. on 17 Dec 08, 10:16:27
omg that sucks! but congrats on the t!!

Congratulations! ...
By: unepetiteminou. on 17 Dec 08, 05:53:19
Congratulations! that's too bad about the videos, but well done for your first shot! this is for you, and you seem to only be feeling good about this. peace

Dude, that's the ...
By: MonsterBoy8813. on 17 Dec 08, 05:18:43
Dude, that's the same dose I'm on. Get ready for the changes they came pretty quick for me. Although the first shot only lasted like 4days till it wore off but each shot after that it lasted longer.

Kris..congrats. ur ...
By: You2Lew. on 17 Dec 08, 05:10:38
Kris..congrats. ur grandma might surprise you. i hope u still have that conversation with her. She doesnt need to know u had ur first injection. As for the rest of ur family, they will come around. As long as u keep communicating with them. And they experience the changes with you, ur happiness will make them happy. Also when they realize u as a person wont change and ur heart stays true, the appearance of you will not be as important to them, but that u love them just the same.

CONGRATS!!!!! HAPPY ...
By: nelissublime. on 17 Dec 08, 04:19:25
CONGRATS!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!!!!!!!!! IM STOKED FOR YOU!!!!! FUCK YES!!! =) =) =) What a great Birthday gift to yourself. No matter what,stay strong and be happy!!!! I wish you nothing but the BEST.

Congrats man. Sorry ...
By: tobyr3. on 17 Dec 08, 03:37:46
Congrats man. Sorry about those lost videos. Thanks for sharing your excitement. It sounds like you are making progress on many fronts.

No more aunt flow ...
By: independentjay18. on 17 Dec 08, 02:25:59
No more aunt flow comin around whenever she wants!! woo!!

congrats and happy ...
By: JayYankee88. on 17 Dec 08, 02:20:20
congrats and happy Birthday. Hope u had a great day.

Wow, congrats man. ...
By: LiveLifeUnrated. on 17 Dec 08, 01:42:44
Wow, congrats man. ha ha ha "Alright Pinocchio" You know. Those "captured moments" you talked about, you will probably remember those for the rest of your life. :-D and that is really cool!

Congrats man thats ...
By: boyintransition. on 17 Dec 08, 01:38:14
Congrats man thats awesome!

I am so happy for ...
By: laurelfan1. on 16 Dec 08, 22:28:23
I am so happy for you, dude! I want to be on T so bad, but the lack of money is holding me back. Happy birthday, man! Caleb

Exlesbian and manhood
Posted by: KrisES46

Video duration: 529 seconds

Mourning the lose of my lesbian identity and my less than typical journey into manhood.

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Late night, sugar high, sober, helium fun
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greasy food + sugar + helium = roommate (Whitney) and Dan fun...

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Re: I am NOT a straight man
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my ramble of a response to Aaron. The first one didn't load right:(

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dude, i love your ...
By: jjguerra48. on 19 Nov 08, 17:25:46
dude, i love your cut it's really siick

I am not angry just ...
By: KrisES46. on 02 Nov 08, 04:11:45
I am not angry just attempting for you to understand that you have not been where I am going or where anyone else is going. You have only been where you were. I encourage you to begin to communicate with that knowledge and then maybe you will be able to have people hear what you are really trying to communicate instead of just your pretentious tone. Just change your "you"s to "I"s. Speak about you not about me. You have never met me!

i totally know what ...
By: You2Lew. on 02 Nov 08, 02:55:26
i totally know what ur talking about perspectives and stuff.. also agree with you about new folks that come out. i think National coming out day brings more people out of the woodworks..lol yay!!

Actually Kris not ...
By: FtM4FtM. on 02 Nov 08, 01:41:39
Actually Kris not at all and I'm sorry if it came off that way to you and it angered you. We do all start a bit jaded about this. And yes all our experiences are the different. Your perspectives will change and that is really the biggest change of all. You won't lose your spot in the queer community please don't feel that you will do that, that just hurt my heart to hear. My comment isn't ignorant, I've just been where you're going. Sorry it felt mean to you.

Your comment feels ...
By: KrisES46. on 01 Nov 08, 20:10:52
Your comment feels ignorant and pretentious to me. I imagine you were trying to help in some way but I encourage you to read what you wrote. Jaded? What do you mean by using that word? What does fully transitioned mean anyway? You are no better than anyone else! And it sounds like you are speaking from your experience and mine will be completely different from yours...

It's always so ...
By: FtM4FtM. on 01 Nov 08, 18:45:17
It's always so interesting to see the YouTube shift change that takes place every 10 months with transguys and the new crop transitioning. How jaded we all start out then take T for 9 months or so and perspectives change and reality sets in. In some aspects I really feel for this new group and the awakening you'll have. I am fully transitioned and wide awake now. Good luck.

hahaha sorry i was ...
By: ghosttownSD. on 01 Nov 08, 04:24:32
hahaha sorry i was on my girl's computer. but she says thanx too

hey man! thanx for ...
By: MirrorNOreflection. on 01 Nov 08, 04:22:14
hey man! thanx for the response, it meant a lot. i'm glad you understood what i was getting at in my video. p.s. the facial hair doesn't look half bad lol

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